Slow Suicide, a song

You haven't got a clue
what I would do for you
what I do do for you
and you're never gonna find out
'cause I doubt you'll be as proud as me
that I'm committing slow suicide, slow suicide
I guess it's worth it
by the time I've died
I'll be good enough for you
kinda sad really, that I want this
that I'd do this for your kiss
what a fuck-up I am, that I give a damn
what the mirror says
I'm gonna show you how good I can be
you'll see, slow suicide
saying goodbye in every silent scream
every cry for help that I say in my head
too ashamed to admit it outloud
I'll end up dead pretty soon if I don't
tell someone, get help with this, I don't
wanna be a waste of life, waste of time
so this is the only smoke signal I'm sending
so it's up to you, you decide
am I worth it?
will the hospital accommodate me?
and realize what I need (love)?
slow suicide is the deadliest Way to live,
yet the worst Way to die
no escape, can't stop once you've started
so go ahead, put your heart into this
if only I could just get you as I am
but I never will, so I'm asking myself
are you worth it? are you worth this
heartache, headache, screams that I make?
do I love you that much?
are you worth the slow suicide you're causing?
look where love got me, killing myself so slowly,
don't even realize it's wrong until I'm seeing
the ceiling and wondering why I can't just
be normal
no one knows I've lied, no one knows how hard
it is to hide my slow suicide

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yes/no?
Have any idea what it's about?

Nice
First thought, that's one long song

if only I could just get you as I am
but I never will, so I'm asking myself
are you worth it? are you worth this
heartache, headache, screams that I make?
do I love you that much?

i must say this was my favourite section

*blushes*

yeah, I write long shit.

and that's my favorite part too.

Great mind think alike
I can never seem to write long things, i lose my inspiration for the piece

I like the free verse for yours, i also have a thing about rhyming from time to time i can handle not, but i always like reading ones that aren't and flow well

this stuff is always floating around in my head

I just write whatever I think, which sometimes ends up as a lot

I love this!

You're so good at writing Emily!! Im so jealous!
its so frustrating cus with me when I want to write something that accompanies a picture I draw, I can never get the right use of words!

But your amazing! ♥♥♥

*blushes even more*

this is awesome. i wanna hear it

NO YOU DON'T!

listen to a whale dying, that's about the same sound

pwsh. i doubt it.
i think you should let us hear it. im not sure how thats possible, but im sure it is, and im sure you should

no, I shouldn't

yes. you. should.

NO I SHOULDN'T!

end of discussion

maybe I will

Nothing_At_All wrote:

maybe I will

yes. you. will

end of discussion...

...now.

I suppose I'll try to find a Way.

I've always wanted to put my shit on youtube.

yes. do it. then send us a link or whatever.

yeah, now I gotta see if our camera works with our computer

Record it and then make it a mp3 file and then use a hosting website to put it on the net, i know there's one of mibba i could find.
See no excuses and you've sent it to s//c so why not let us hear it?

I haven't sent it yet.

I'll record it, jeez!