The Relationship Thread

Haha, my life is a shitty teen movie. Or a soap opera.

I kind of want to. I also kind of want to kiss him a bit. This shit is so weird.

My life is just boring... I think I prefer it though.

Trust me hitting feels so much better than kissing.

I'd take boring any day.

Hmmm...I wouldn't know.

Random: he just said this to me on tumblr: "You are beautiful, everything about you. " I kind of died a little.

Sorry to say this Em but he would probably say anything to keep you and it should only really matter when he says it to your face, it's easy to fake it on the internet and by txt.
When he says it to you face these days then you have every right to die a lot inside

Heather is right Em.
I might not know much about relationships or anything but its so easy to fake anything through txt or internet. I've been caught out by it before.

So Cam got called up; some guy in Afghanistan has a knee injury and has to come home... Guess who will probably be replacing him?
He'll be gone for 4 months. what a ball suck.

Hopeless Heart wrote:Sorry to say this Em but he would probably say anything to keep you and it should only really matter when he says it to your face, it's easy to fake it on the internet and by txt.
When he says it to you face these days then you have every right to die a lot inside

He says that kind of thing to me in person all the time. That's one of the reasons that I fell for him. He was the first person ever who made me feel beautiful.

¿Viva La Gloria? wrote:
So Cam got called up; some guy in Afghanistan has a knee injury and has to come home... Guess who will probably be replacing him?
He'll be gone for 4 months. what a ball suck.

That fucking sucks! Mikey, I'm so sorry Rachel. Here I am being a whiny little teenager and you're dealing with real problems. I hope that they get someone else instead of Cam.

It really is just me being a whiny teenager(+ 1 year) too.
I know he'll be fine, the NZarmy aren't really doing a whole lot over there but I'll miss him like crazy.
Oh well. I should find out today for sure.

It's still scary regardless of how active the army is.

I hope it's good news!

If only New Zealand had stayed out of it... he'd be... protecting our country? From... seagulls?

Does he get to call you over there?

Yeah, like 6 of the guys who are over there at the minute were on Facebook last night, too. Haha.
They still didn't give him a definite yes or no. But IF it's a yes, it will be the 18th.
The weekend before his birthday that one of our Auckland friends was coming down for and we were going to go on a road trip. And it's the day before we were going to have a party at our flat.
Timing FAIL.

Just got the word.
It is deffs happening. I'm not as upset as I thought I would be. The not knowing was the worst part.

I'm so sorry Rachel. I know you aren't as upset as you'd expected, but I still really hope you're alright. I'm here if you need me, and I know that the rest of the board will say the same thing. We love you!

We are.

I remember when my boyfriend was joining the airforce, the not knowing if he was going to get in and then sent away for 3 to 6 months without any contact was harsh, but luckily for me and unlucky for him he couldn't because of a medical condition.

We are here for you

We you, Rachel!




So, today was the last day of school. Now all I have is Saturday, and then two months without him. I don't know how I'm going to deal. I need him.

You are going to be so much better than you realise
Don't think about how much you're going to miss him
Think about what you're going to do over your holiday!

Haha, the funny thing, I'm not going to do anything. I'm just going to keep folding my cranes and writing.

That's doing something to me.
All i'm going to do in two weeks after i finish my exams is work and sleep... for a 19 year old my life is so dull.

And I rather like it.

Yeah, but I wanna get out into the world and do something real.

And your life sounds pretty cool to me.

Real?
What would you class as real though?

Something that helps the world. I wanna help people. I wanna make my music now. I want to make a fucking difference. I'm sick of sitting around, doing hours upon hours of homework, or nothing at all, only to help no one or do anything.

Ohhh....
Yeah that stuff comes later
I think...

Yeah, later better be freaking soon.

And today was graduation. It was so hard, holding him afterwards and trying not to lose it. He liked his gift, but I don't know how he's going to like the letter.

(Inside the card I gave him a letter which explained my feelings during the entire duration of our friendship. I gave him a gift too, but the real gift was that letter and that honesty.)

...

Just to let you know what ever happens I and we are here for you

Sometime letters don't work out that well.
They work better when the person actually reads them though... unlike my father.